It's really weird for me to look back and remember all the things I have done. I remember when I met my friends, the times we have Laughed and cried together, all the crazy and stupid things they have done that I have tried to talk them out of  . Then I think of the future and I wonder when our paths will move away from each other and it won't be as easy to just drive down the street and hang out. It's a part of growing up,  I shoud be able to just deal with it, but I have know them for so long and Its just going to be difficult. In some ways growing up really sucks.